Sorry you have not been successful

Par for the course for me really. I thought myself lucky to get an interview at all. The amount of application forms I have filled in and CVs I have sent off and cover letters I have written in the past year this is the first actual interview I have got to in months.

It started off badly with the fact that it was Friday 13th. I was still pretty positive though. I put me best clobber on, did my hair even wore me best coat.

I thought the interview went well. I managed not to blank too much and the couple seemed pretty positive when I left. I had decided not to tell anyone just in case I jinxed it but when the call came about 7pm It didn't make any difference. I am at the point now where I feel like giving up this whole job-hunting business. It's OK the government telling me I have to go to work but if no one will give me a job what can I do.

I have to say that this is the first time rejection has really upset me and I actually broke into tears when I put the phone down...the realisation that I am practically unemployable I guess

Everyone knows that my ultimate dream is to have my own business but it's a catch 22. You can't start your own business without capital and you can't get capital without first having a job to earn that money to set up your own business in the first place. I am a bad credit risk too so I can't even borrow that money. I guess I will just have to keep suffering the rejection for as long as it takes